"I masturbate..." Day Thirteen

Copyright 2011 Shilo McCabe

I masturbate because I never have to worry about being too much for myself. I have a high libido and a lifetime of conditioning has made me self-conscious about being too intense, too hungry, too sexual, too wet, or too kinky for even my most enthusiastic and generous lovers. But I can always rely on myself to get me off as often as I want and in exactly the way I need. I sometimes think that if I didn't masturbate, the sheer force of my sexual desire might destroy the world--or at least my ability to make intelligent decisions.   -Rhiannon